Ahh gotcha. Lol no, afraid it doesn’t come in black unless you put it to its intended use first

. Can’t say how long it lasts years wise, but it IS calcined clay so it should stay solid for quite a long time. The only downside is it’s quite light and dusty so a good washing before use is necessary. Some people will sift it out to get rid of the smaller pieces, but IMO it’s not worth doing.